How do you know if you really miss someone?

How do you know when you really miss someone? Is it when you wake up with a start and feel like he's been there all night watching you smile in your sleep? Or is it when you laugh all to yourself over something he said some months ago and still find it funny?
Or how you just can't seem to stop repeating how the way you met was all about coincidence, and how you would never change a thing about it? Or is it when you start to write about the person on your blog, and the words tumble and stall all at the same time?
I think when you are writing about her, she is there in your thoughts...your face would be fluctuating with vivid expression and you do not have any control over it.
Like now...

Happy Birthday Sneh!

Arunima

Funny, energetic and sensible, good at heart... but biased with whom she loves, but this is nature of any girl/woman. Try to do everything in her life given by God. But never curse him... An honest bhakt of God...! Where ever she goes she makes everyone happy. Whatever the situation she is into she makes a person happy. Few time she feels low...but when ever she feels low she does not talk to anyone...sits quietly...tries to get solution...calls friend if she is confused... An Egoless person! A Good listener...but depend upon mood! Listen things carefully when she does not have answer at the moment, otherwise she has answer for everything...!!!

I have spent around 8 years with her since my college. So i know what she feels at the moment. I remembered she was always there when i needed her. When ever i was sick she cooked for me and she took care of me. Together we have seen a lot of phase of life, when we are studying at home town, when we were studying thousands of kilometer far away, when we were struggling for job, when we got job, she is what she was. However i saw lot of small changes in her but finally end of the day it counts what you really are.

There are lot of good or bad moments i remember. I remember one incident when i was terribly sick and she came to my flat to take care of me. she prepared food for a good numbers of day. She took care of every things. If i did not eat anything she acted like mom! when ever i felt low she acted like friend.

Will write more later...

what my heart feels abt myself, abt my frnds

Earlier I used to write the things happens to me on daily basis ... as time goes I made myself too busy to write. Again today morning i felt like resuming what I had stopped. Only difference is that earlier I used to write on paper with pen and I was the only person to read that. Now I’ll be writing and publishing on this blog so my friends loved ones can know what I feel and what I think about them... There are lot of things to share...